Miss New York

WoW. This city is intense. It forces me to be very real and honest with myself, because what I want is so readily within my reach. So far, I've been able to find just about anything I intend from craigslist. I click a magic link and I get what I want. My deepest desire is to live my life as an artist, creating new experiences and growth within myself and inspiring others to do the same.

People here love She Dick. We tagged a bunch of places, signs, etc. with our stickers. People see them. We play shows. On my birthday we hosted a 20 piece all-boy acapella group at Webster Hall.

Lately, I've been learning about the BDSM lifestyle through my current occupation as a domme (I dislike the word dominatrix). It's got a lot of misconceptions, but I am working on expressing my own creativity and soulfulness through it. It has allowed me to also discover a new level of intimacy in my relationship, too. I feel so alive to be experiencing this strange and wonderful life.

the girls' first night out in the big apple

Yesterday was 9-11. It's like a full moon intensified by the people standing on it. Whacko energy everywhere, causing men to don wigs and lipstick and become glamorous women. 

Mr. Black, LOOKOUT!

Farewell, Dallas!

Today, our future roommate in New York put a deposit down on an apartment we're all to share. Dan Paul and Brett, Me, Amber, and of course Jeff. He's doing quite well out there. Bushwick/Brooklyn will be such an experience! I can barely keep my pants on!!!

This art show is what I've been asking for. A sort of farewell, buy a piece of me and support my movin' on up now!

Clandestiny

I met up with a woman named Laurie tonight. She calls herself the Wellness and Beauty Coach. We rendevous'd at Cosmic Cafe, both of us having had very full days of future-making. The connection and exchange was intense, and we both delved very deeply into ourselves, our lives, pasts, insights, relationships, discoveries, intentions, cats and Egyptians. Wow. Four hours of near-psychic interaction, we decided that the deja vu I experienced when I sat down and opened my notebook was indeed a good omen. Yes. YES. YES YES YES YES. I really needed to intensely connect with someone on the same wavelength. A kindred and fierce fiery Saggitarius.  She gave me a title to what I do: Creative Director and Producer of Life Art. Art Star. Shape-Shifter. 

We discussed my undeniable draw to NYC. 

I watched Sex and the City with friends last night. There was an emotional response, as well as a deep thrill. New York Fuckin' City. 24 hour health food stores. Ultra-progressive but gritty. Big Deal City. International as hell and a real Chinatown. 

Earlier today, I photographed Trista. She's a dancer who just graduated SMU and just really hot. There's something carnally sexy about dancing and dancers in general. Their bodies, the talent of using it to form expressions of emotion, abstraction. Here are some of the photos..